well....today is my 1st time going to church for 2009...hehehe....i know im so bad...but i just suddenly feel it...tuhan panggil kali...hehehe...anyway after church,me,mom,dad n bro went for lunch...tiba2 mengidam soto ayam ni...hehehe....gini la org period ni....this isnt a good sign okay....anyway after lunch dad n bro went to my dad's shop while me n mom just hanging around gaya street....mummy lama sdh tdk p gaya street dia bilang...hehehe...so i jln2 with mummy la while waiting for my dear to fetch me...around 12.40pm he came....so mummy went home n me n my dear went to luyang sent his cousin 1st then go cp jln2....i kasi kwn my dear mkn dlu d cp then jln2 then we went to warisan n back to cp again....by the time we enter cp my sis msg me that she wanted to join us after the movie...so we jln2 while waiting for her...tiba2 ada singa tung2 chang ni..hehhee.....my dear apa lg...excited la mau tgk...so we tgk sj la....after my sis finished watching movie,she came down n looking for us...she said she had to go home cuz mummy ask her to home a.s.a.p......emergency...wonder what happen...my sis said might be the hamsters...maybe 1 of them was missing cuz it happened once...
so after my sis left i text my mom n asked what happen....she said the hamsters had a fight...so i thought just a little fight like usual....so no worries....after watch the singa tung2 chang, me n my dear plan wanna go to kk plaza....suddenly mummy called asked me where m i...i said im still at kk...she was crying asking me to go home...after she hang up, i feel something weird...but i ignore it since my sis was otw home...but after i walked few steps i just dont feel right...so i asked my dear to send me home 1st to c what happen..he refuse at 1st cuz ma fan bah mau ulang alik lg..minyak lg...but i force him to send me home...so we went home...
when we reach home mummy sdh standby dpn pintu..iutz...apa gila ni org tua ni in my heart say...hehehe...then she said the hamster gaduh then 1 of them was hurt...my sis blum smpi rumah lg that time...so i rush into my room to c the hamster....it was emo...he was hurt...he was lying on my sis's bed...mummy put him there...when i carry him to c if he injured or not he was so weak...i put him down but he cannot stand up....he was crawling...not really crawl la...he drag himself..i was like OMG!!! what happen to him??!!...i should bring him to the clinic....so me,my dear, sis n shiela p cari clinic la...nasib ada d millennium....
i forgot apa nama tu clinic sdh....but i really hate the doc...when he saw emo he straight away said that there's nothing much he can do with him...emo is paralyze....OMG!!! my poor baby...the stupid doc was giving me 2 option...is either give him pain killer or inject him to let him sleep FOREVER!!! i was so shock when i heard the last phrase...i never thought that bad can it be.....the stupid doc advised me...do u know what he said to me?? "that is just a hamster...why would u wanna spend lots of money for just a hamster??" FUCK U DOC!!! if i dont care bout emo i wouldnt bring him 2 ur place u moron!!! n u dont need to open clinic for animals with such an attitude!! he keep trying to convince me that emo is paralyze n just let him die....i really mad at the doc...i keep on cursing him to death til now...anyway...i just ask the doc to give him pain killer to c how it works...when the doc wanna inject him i really dont dare to c...so i went out from the room...im crying in my heart...
now emo is ok but he cant stand up, eat n play like usual...im so sad when i look at him...he's trying to get up but he couldnt....he golek2 sj...he's trying to grab something to lift him up...how i wish i could understand what animal is saying...poor him....im sorry emo for always scolding u...today's incident makes me realise that i really love u..it's not that i dont love u b4..i do love u but i scolded u more than the others cuz u've been so naughty....
get well baby....i'll do everything that i could....love u...dont leave me k...im not ready yet n never want to.....