hi bloggy!!! mish u much!! hehehe...
FYI...im feeling better now..i mean im sick since my 1st paper...24th april til now...can u imagine that....
but im better now...so...erm...nvm...whatever....
actually there's a lot i wanna tell u just now...but i ody told gayle bout it just now...so im feeling a bit better now...n i dont feel like wanna talk bout it again....
just 1 thing that i wanna say....i really miss gayle n shafa so much....if i have the power to change anything that i want...i want to b with them til now...i remember the teacher that i used to call him 'vampire'...i forget what's his name ody....anyway...he said we cant stay with our friends ony or else we cant survive...
but in my situation,i cant survive with them...even though i have close friends in uni that love me n i love them too, but i seldom share things like i share with gayle n shafa...especially gayle...i'll owez talk to gayle n definitely gayle will tell shafa bout it....
i miss the moment that everyday we will share things in the school,when we reach school, breakfast, in the class, recess, after school while waiting for our transport, til at nite, n until we went to sleep.. it's kind a our routine that time....
i really miss it.....so much!!!!
but i know that time will not come back again....i wanted to do like we used to but we're in different environment now....so our problem is different...especially me....i owez have the same prob...n i know if i tell him those bad days that i had she will owez give me the same answer...she ever warn me that no matter how i argue bout it she will owez give the same answer same advice...she will keep on doing it til it really works out...
but the saddest phrase that she told me that she wont be able to help me like usual cuz she's not here to help me...everytime i recall it, it makes me cry....
i never know that im so weak...i thought i could fight it....actually i'd already give it up....
k la..i think that's it...the more i talk bout it,more tears will come out from my eyes...it's enough for me to cry just now.....
whatever it is...it's not too late for me to wish this...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!
