i read pika's blog bout mag's statement...forget is better than forgive....it makes me think that im either 1 of them....im a grudge holder...it's not that im a mean witch or something...it's just that i've already give them few chances b4 i get really mad n hate them...they'll be sorry for this....i dont care if it is a sin anymore...yet i do agree with what pika said...she said that better to forget than fogive them cuz when u're trying to forgive them there's a source that reminds u what had they done n that makes u hard to forgive them...that is so true...yet to me it's da same thing with forget...i will never forget what have u all done to me...especially those who hurt me...
anyway...last nite i thought bout posting a blog yet i fell asleep waiting for my mum done with the pc...since the day that acil mention bout RIP, it really reminds me bout my late cousin...well..she died cuz of motor accident...we all in the family didnt know what was exactly happen...i mean how it is happen...all we know is she was trying avoid a car when she came out from her school...she's out of control then fell down...her head had knocked the drain n her cousin fell down too....both of them were injured but my cousin had injured badly...when they sent her to the hospital the doc said that she broke her skull n might cannot save her yet they do try anything to save her...but she left at last...
that night i didnt feel anything...i just dont know why...i still think that should i b sad or happy for that....
she's my competitor since i was a kid...i did everything better than her yet she always get the praise eventhough im better...
well....i m envy with her...why did i do better yet i didnt get what she get...i always didnt get what i want since i was young....
til now i still think bout it...now she's gone...should i be sad or happy for it...
to those poeple....u should not be me....
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