hey!!! im back!!! back in the mood for blogging....hehehehehhe....well....nothing much to say actually...im just wondering valentine's day n my birthday is around the corner....im not bragging bout it actually....im just wondering how is my day on that day.....(*wondering...*)....
anyway,while i was thinking...suddenly my past popped out in my head....yeah...i do have some rough times with my relationship,studies n family problems....too much to say n i think im gonna keep it myself....hey...it's 2010 aight?! so it's a new beginning for me from the upside down of my life before.....it's almost 2 months since new year....im quite happy with my life....i did get mad,grumpy mood,sad n what so ever yet they didnt effect me that much...i mean i didnt get so depressed or frustrated.....i really hope it'll continue til my last breath....hehehehhe
within 1 month +....i get this funny feeling....i mean funny not funny that makes u laugh....i mean like weird feeling...it's not a bad thing actually....u know why?....cuz i've been missing my dear everyday even i meet him like everyday....i know he's tired fetching me n send me home or bring me to anywhere i want...still i want to meet him....seeing his smile makes me miss him even more...omg!!! i know im soooooo jiwang now yet that's the funny feeling i have now....
i've been so bad with him....i know that he will do anything for me whenever he could....u know what i do?? i rather late for my class waiting for him to fetch me just because i want to see him...hehehehhe...i know im bad....i rather wait for him til 5.30pm even though my class finish at 4.45pm or earlier just wanna spend some time with him before i get home....hehehehhehe
n 1 more thing...im addicted with his hugs....i really love it when he hug me.....even now i miss his hugs.....i cant recall how is the feeling when we hug...i need to hug him to feel it...then when i get home i want to recall it yet i cant n makes me want to hug him again to remind me....
i know it's crazy but yea....that's how i feel.....
that's it for today.....we'll see how is my day on valentine's day n on my birthday...i really hope it'll be the precious moment i have......finger cross....heheheheheh
muax!!!
