Saturday, March 6, 2010

it's 2:19am when i started to write this post.....

i cant sleep....my head is crowded now...cant think straight....lots of things have to be done....yet i still cant decide which 1 should i start 1st....im so blank right now...eh wait! did i say my head is crowded now?? oh yeah i did...and my head feels like empty....

OMG!!! i think im going crazy!! or maybe because i have a fight with him just now....oh well...like i care bout it anymore...im done with it....nothing much to say....im sure if i tell u u'll be bored too cuz im so tired n bored with it already....so just let it be....and go with the flow....hehehehehhehe.....

the reason why im writing this post is just to kill my time,make me tired so that i can go to sleep and if i still cabt sleep i hope there is an idea for me to start doing my tonnes of assignments which due on the end of this month....omg~.....

oh!! i have this thing that bugging me when the trust issue is mention.....example: when this guy says that he completely doesnt trust u anymore,that is mean whatever u say is worthless...right?! and why bother asking bout this and that if the trust doesnt exist anymore?? weird...i never knew that this kind of...err....what do u call it?? way of thinking, attitude, personality, or what?? ok...doesnt matter whatever do u call it yet i still think it's weird...dont u?? i mean when u have trust issue with somebody, whatever the person says wont be ur concern anymore....i mean either the person telling the truth or not im sure u wouldnt care anymore....thats between the person and God right...(*people always says that*)?! then why would u wanna bother asking and pushing if it's true or not??!! sigh....this person is really a freak...if i were him, i dont even care.....if the person telling the truth,well done for him/her...if not, thats him/her lost....and advice,dont mention or ask if it's true or not...yes the person did hurt u...yet if he/she trying to change yet u underestimate the person,u're leading him/her to the negative effect...i mean the person might be hurt and u wouldnt know what will he/she do just because of that such as "oh really??" or "why should i trust u???" (*something like that...*)......why cant u just say "ok."....?? is that hard to say that?? and also plz dont drag the past again...dont u think it's annoying?? the person is trying to change....but u never let that happen....havent u heard bout people change?? im sure u change too...whatever it is,i really cant make a conclusion with this situation....really cant help the person......im so sad for ***....

anyway.....~~why m i talking bout it?? i should be thinking bout my work.....well....just wanna ask for opinions if u read this.....

anyway chow people....it's late and i need to start something with my work....gtg....

p/s: do whatever u think is right!
xoxo

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